Will I ever find out the TRUTH about me, you, God, everything? No, and I know I won't, but I need to keep attempting the impossible.
But, I have decided to follow Jesus and he commands us to tell others about him. I have to tell others because I'm filled to exploding with knowledge of Jesus, Church, philosophy, psychology, Eastern Religion, mental illness and lot's of theories, which I don't trust. There could be a benefit in it for you, if you accept Jesus or even if you realize Christians don't hate people. We can't even judge if your final destination will be Heaven or Hell, because that's God's job. You might repent at the last minutes of your life.
Is salvation easy to understand? Not for me. Do your best. If you want to succeed on earth you give up time, energy, & laziness. The spiritual life is no different.
But who am I? I have been a seeker and have gone done many paths. I started out Catholic, then Seventh Day Adventist, Agnostic, New Age (I even had a Guru), then back to the Roman Catholic Church. I have experience Eastern psychology for about eleven years, Western psychology for about four years, not including my Bachelors in Psychology & Philosophy/Religion.
Unfortunately I'm not a scholar, so go & study any topic that I open up to you, on your own, or take a class, go on the Internet, join a church, etc. This is about TRUTH, not dogma, not exaggeration, and not about trying to trick people into believing my Truth. Christianity is about VOLUNTARY submission to God and the Universal Christian Churches teachings about the Trinity of One God. I mean I don't know everything about philosophy, religion, psychology, you, men, women, or children. I can only tell you what I believe today, for tomorrow never knows which path I or you will take. Every since I became "born again" watching a Billy Graham Crusade in 1972, I've felt that I should become a preacher. It hasn't worked out that way, but this is my chance to tell you about Jesus. When you read the Bible every day, listen to religious radio, and other media, like me you need to tell someone about it. You can't keep going to church every week and keeping all this sacred information (set-apart from every-day life) to yourself. This is my outlet. I also want to tell you about my first hand spiritual discoveries and my psychological journey with the "confusion disease". If I can lead one person to Jesus, discourage one suicide or un-confused one soul then I will rest in peace.
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